January 2010
13828.) i instantly fall a little bit in love with...
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“Hard to hold, cold to touch,
Fall to pieces, treat the rush,
In hindsight,...”
December 2009
a list of wants
2010
-to keep my old friends closer -not let that class dictate my life -not let others affect how i go about my life -find someone to like -try harder in school/not slack off -(inspired by efrain) hug everyone more -be nicer, tell the truth more often -have a kickass summer -go to dallas all dolled up with becky and scout cuties :) -take lorena to the dallas aquarium -hang out with bibi, gaby,...
my chest hurts,
beckayy:
melina baby! you and i are in the same pickle today.
i should be writing my millions of papers, but instead im on here
PROCRASTINATION rocks. :)
&&muse…ah i love you. :)
beckyy, you’re my favourite (: and i miss being with you, your reckless driving and screaming muse, or matt and kim :D and our sista sista bond. ha!
my chest hurts,
i think i inhaled too much of that smoke.
i should be changing, getting ready. i should be doing my evaluation papers. i should be writing my essay on JC. i should be doing what my cousin asked me to. i should be cleaning my room, at least. i should be doing a lot of things, but instead i’m listening to muse. oh what a day, what a day.
M: We're two very different people and it scares me sometimes.
J: I wouldn't love you if you were anything like me, I hate myself too much. What scares me is if you'll end up joining me.
M: Joining what?
J: In hating me.
M: I'm just afraid you'll grow tired of me. My insecurities, my mood swings, my thinking too much.
J: Come what may, but being afraid of me growing tired of you won't help any. You are who you are, I wouldn't change that and you best not change it for me. Because I wouldn't love you anymore if you did, because I love you for who you are.
M: If I can't change for myself, then I probably couldn't change for you either.
J: I wouldn't expect you too.
M: You fell in love with a fucked up person.
J: You can say this without seeing the irony? Now that's funny.
M: I think it's the fucked upness that brings us together.
J: No, It's just the alcohol.
M: You don't drink?
J: Oh..well then.
M: You're stupid.
J: Yes, I know.
M: And you're one cheesy fuck. (:
J: Yes, I know. Thank you.
“You know sometimes, to get perspective, I like to think about a spaceman on a...”
@fakepaperbirds
slurmywords:
hey! that’s only becky’s smell.
then you smell like beans. :)
Listen
you lied
again. which is really something i’ve gotten used to since you’ve done it more recently. but when it interferes with us directly, then i get mad. and i don’t like to get mad. worst emotion. but you do it so easily, so much. and whether you plan it out or not, i don’t know. funny thing is, you never realize it. and people tell me to say it, and i do. but you don’t...
I dont know why i called you
but in a weird way, i’m glad i did.
stop being a dickhead, fool. you're just fucking...
colour quiz
Your Existing Situation Feeling stressed out due to her current situation and the demands which are placed on her. Working to release herself from all things that hold her back or tie her down. Your Stress Sources “Wishes for freedom and independence, free from limitations and restrictions except for the ones she choices to give himself.” Your Restrained Characteristics...
for the 59837498th time,
slurmywords:
my mom didn’t understand me in life, so i’m trying to not make the same mistakes she made.
i love you. LORENA IS ACTUALLY A GEISHA. cos you have the lipz for it. was your uncle your drivers ed?
for the 59837498th time,
slurmywords:
it’s SALVADORIAN,
not salvadorianrioanan.
thank you(:
I DON’T UNDERSTAND YOU IN LIFE.
i want to disapear
slurmywords:
sydneyrenestuart:
fakepaperbirds:
why do you insist on running when things like this happens? you force me to be honest and when i am, you get mad. you ask why it’s hard for me to tell you the truth, to spit out the word “yes”. because i don’t want to, and because i don’t mean it. you’re insane. i don’t want this to grow old and yet it already has.
i love you, is that not...
i want to disapear
why do you insist on running when things like this happens? you force me to be honest and when i am, you get mad. you ask why it’s hard for me to tell you the truth, to spit out the word “yes”. because i don’t want to, and because i don’t mean it. you’re insane. i don’t want this to grow old and yet it already has.
i love you, is that not fucking enough?
Listen
@fakepaperbirds
mrefrain:
Dude I’m experimenting right now and I’ve made like three amazing grilled cheese sandwiches. You’re going to be happy. :)
i’m excited! :)
hetjjyrkjar
i’m sorry, but jennifer lopez had the best body in this movie.
“you are beautiful but you don’t mean a thing to me.”
“every time that you breathe in you’re hoping that when you breathe out you are...”
excuse the posts,
her body is stretched across my bed. pale, pale skin conflicting with the dark colour of the sheets. her long auburn hair flows in soft waves. her green eyes stare into the ceiling. as she wrinckles her nose in thought, i catch a better glimpse of her freckles. this was my image of beauty. but it wasn’t in a way that would catch your attention if you passed her on the street. this was the...
Listen
whywhywhywhywhywhywhy
am i so stupid.am i so stupid. am i so stupid. ? you make me want to quit this, but i won’t because i’m in love with it. love love love love love love love. sadistic, sad, love. maybe someday you’ll realize how much that hurt me you everyone. until then, sleep soundly. but i’m done with it.
why do you remind me so much of him?
E: Look outside your front window.
M: Why?
E: Just do it.
M: ..
E: Are you doing it?
M: Hold on.
E: Well..?
M: Alright, I'm looking.
E: Okay, now, isn't it a beautiful day?
M: Yeah..yeah it really is.
i wanted to stop it
but it’s the only life i know how to live. you piss me off, i’m sorry. but he’s right, that was a bitch move on both of your parts. i’m trying not to be mad. and it’s not even the whole “blahblah” thing but i guess the left out thing. i don’t know. you don’t tell me anything and that’s fine. but just don’t have the nerve to get mad...
oh,
the office is hilarious.
“and i’m not proud that nothing will seem easy about me.”
– tegan and sara <3
merry christmas!
homo-habilis:
theartofbalance:
homo-habilis:
i got; leather jacket, oxford wingtip tuxedos, clinicque happy perfume, a box of tea leaves, fisheye lens, two new long sleeve amappy shirts, an amappy hoodie which is too big and i have to exchange for an extra small haha, a new camera bag, a photo spider mobile hangy thing, a mirror box for my makeup, and a new liquid eyeliner, mascara, and...
merry christmas!
homo-habilis:
i got; leather jacket, oxford wingtip tuxedos, clinicque happy perfume, a box of tea leaves, fisheye lens, two new long sleeve amappy shirts, an amappy hoodie which is too big and i have to exchange for an extra small haha, a new camera bag, a photo spider mobile hangy thing, a mirror box for my makeup, and a new liquid eyeliner, mascara, and eyelash curler! and lots of kinder...
@getyousomee
so i was thinking,
you me, becky, and andrea = dallas aquarium this week? considering you’ve never been and all. we could walk around and get lunch at the macaroni grill, it’s just a block away (: yes????
@theartofbalance
sydneyrenestuart:
Did we just go follow each other at the same time?
I THINK WE DID. i think this is the start of a beautiful relationship:)
poor jack,
when i read and when i think, there’s all these things i want to write but never do. i guess maybe because i’m afraid. afraid of what people will think and what i’ll think when i read it over five minutes later. i’ve been a mess of emotions, of thoughts. these past few days i’ve been the happiest, the saddest and the angriest. not because of hormones, but because the...